As you know, things have been pretty rough on me, for quite some time now. And it’s getting out of control. Both my body and my soul is starting to revolt me, and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m failing school, but that’s okey. I’ve been offered a long time ago to take a break for now and continue next fall, but I’ve refused. Now I haven’t got a choice, but to accept that I actually won’t fix it in any other way.
I’m so fucking vulnerable emotionally, it stresses the shit out of me just to walk through town. Here in Sweden, we’ve just had elections for the European Union, and the growing threat from the xenophobic (RACIST) parties all over Europe is intimidating me. I don’t usually get affected by political shit, because I don’t engage myself in it. But this time it’s like this piercing shock of light and it’s everywhere and I can’t escape it.
I haven’t felt like photographing in a really long time, but last week while my love was taking a nap, I grabbed the camera anyway, and the outcome was the most interesting photo set I have ever created. This one was my favorite of the bunch, and I’ve decided it deserves a title. So I present to you: "Tripping over". I am lucky to have someone to pick me up.
(Also some good news, we’ve been looking for a new apartment for a while now, and it’s starting to look really bright! We’ve been and looked at two in our dream location, with the forest and the sea right outside the door. I need to get away from people, out there we would have time for ourselves, time to breathe and time to create.)